pejam celik pejam celik dah nak new year dah. haih cepat masa berlalu kan. hurm, so many things Syada dah lalui in 2010 ni. ada yang sedih and ada yg happy. let it be past lah. hihi :)
Talking bout new year ni, as usual lah mesti ada new year's resolution right? for me, in 2011 ofcos lah nak be a better person. which heart more stronger, matang, more responsible in apa saja, dan jadi anak yg baik insyaAllah. then, am aiming for 4 flat too in result. hehe each student mesti lah nak bnda yg sama right :)
In 2011 jugak, no more heartbroken :p had enough in 2010 ni ah haih. wish on a better love life :)
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Sunday, November 14, 2010
the confession
happy holidaaay! haha, suka hati je kan skip classes for a week ;p hurm, apa apa pun, its nice to be back home in kl. walahhh! udara yang ditinggalkan selama sebulan. huhu!
i went to my cousin wedding last weekend and it was awesome! like meriah gila that i could not decsribe. tapi, agak memenatkan dan yes, panas! i went to the wedding with the one i loved. awwww! i enjoyed it :D
i went to my cousin wedding last weekend and it was awesome! like meriah gila that i could not decsribe. tapi, agak memenatkan dan yes, panas! i went to the wedding with the one i loved. awwww! i enjoyed it :D
Saturday, November 6, 2010
Sunday, October 24, 2010
Thursday, October 21, 2010
21.10.2010
today was totally awesome dayyy ! I had a lot of fun. especially with Azie ! so funny la she deyyyy. haha :D me and Is took videos of Azie singing and scolding like hell gila. hihi. laugh and laugh only meh today.
right, well Pengajian Malaysia sangat membosankan you knowww. like we go to class for 2 hours but we only got 2 points about sejarah Malaysia. very nonsense la ! I started hate that class *sigh
in the evening, some bad thing happened to me n Karthi. ouch so bad ! we are actually looking for Dr Jhoram, our Psychology lecturer. we went to the office but he was not there. suddenly i perasan the back door was open. then I asked Karthi to take a look whether he was ther or not. guess what?! we caught Dr E smoking. like shit ! he was suddenly hide his cigarette n very blushed. we are so guilty knoww. hope he is not going to avoid us after this since genetic studies is really important ! ouh, we are sorry Dr E , we didnt mean it seriously ! :(
right, well Pengajian Malaysia sangat membosankan you knowww. like we go to class for 2 hours but we only got 2 points about sejarah Malaysia. very nonsense la ! I started hate that class *sigh
in the evening, some bad thing happened to me n Karthi. ouch so bad ! we are actually looking for Dr Jhoram, our Psychology lecturer. we went to the office but he was not there. suddenly i perasan the back door was open. then I asked Karthi to take a look whether he was ther or not. guess what?! we caught Dr E smoking. like shit ! he was suddenly hide his cigarette n very blushed. we are so guilty knoww. hope he is not going to avoid us after this since genetic studies is really important ! ouh, we are sorry Dr E , we didnt mean it seriously ! :(
Wednesday, October 20, 2010
:D
Guys, Syada sangat happy todayy. gila-gilaan with kawan kawan. though result not as good as i expected, still happy. HIHI. what a funny thing is, celebrt it kat Balai Polis Kepala Batas. haha! I mean di cafe kat situ lah. like awesome gilaaa. we all the one who buat bising bla bla. hihi. Goshh, I will never forget it!
well, at night went out with Nad and the other. well, it was totally cool! lama gila Syada tak spend time dgn Nad. hihi. we all lepak makan makan di bertam seafood. then sit there for a hours watching asmara on internet. HAHA. comel jeee. then, we straight back to PV and went to visit Kak Ecah :) shes getting better I guess. Alhamdulillah. after that, me and Nad ke cafe PV pulak untuk sambung makan burgerrrrr! hihi. ya Allah, makin gemuk lah Syadaaaaaaaa :| Nad took some picture of us. OHMYGOD ! I JUST LOVE IT !!!! *happy happy happy :))) senyum menjelaa Syada malam nih. hahaha!
well, at night went out with Nad and the other. well, it was totally cool! lama gila Syada tak spend time dgn Nad. hihi. we all lepak makan makan di bertam seafood. then sit there for a hours watching asmara on internet. HAHA. comel jeee. then, we straight back to PV and went to visit Kak Ecah :) shes getting better I guess. Alhamdulillah. after that, me and Nad ke cafe PV pulak untuk sambung makan burgerrrrr! hihi. ya Allah, makin gemuk lah Syadaaaaaaaa :| Nad took some picture of us. OHMYGOD ! I JUST LOVE IT !!!! *happy happy happy :))) senyum menjelaa Syada malam nih. hahaha!
Monday, October 18, 2010
2nd sem, first year.
Today first class Syada of 2nd sem. God, like terrible gilaa! Hurm, Syada dapat group B which no one of my friend pun kat situ. How saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad! :( i went see Pn Suhaniza and asked for switch group to C since Karthi, Yvonne, Sugan, Azie n Wiwi are there. Alhamdulillah, she wants to help. Fuhhh!
Life here like okay jugak la. I dont really like it but urh I do still have other friends right. That girl, oh well I dont really know. Let it be mcm biasa lah. Syada malas nak fikirrrrr. Hihi :D
I hope I can do better this sem. I mean a better result of course. Hurm, I wont main main lagi like before. I mean I really have to be serious in studies. Huhu :p
I miss home by the way. Mom, dad, Ziyad, Eira n Iman :) Im going home this decemberrrr guyss. *kiss kiss
Life here like okay jugak la. I dont really like it but urh I do still have other friends right. That girl, oh well I dont really know. Let it be mcm biasa lah. Syada malas nak fikirrrrr. Hihi :D
I hope I can do better this sem. I mean a better result of course. Hurm, I wont main main lagi like before. I mean I really have to be serious in studies. Huhu :p
I miss home by the way. Mom, dad, Ziyad, Eira n Iman :) Im going home this decemberrrr guyss. *kiss kiss
Thursday, October 14, 2010
what a month!
hurm, so much thing happened to me this month. i lost most of everything. i lost the person i love too. ohmygod! seriously, he was totally misunderstanding me. i didnt mean to say that he was bad. i was totally trying to said ' ESPECIALLY YOU I TRUST ' . but he just dont get it :(
yeah, i am strong. i have to be strong. it doesnt mean the end of life. i must move on. grab my degree. i do still have family and friends that always support me right. god T.T
yeah, i am strong. i have to be strong. it doesnt mean the end of life. i must move on. grab my degree. i do still have family and friends that always support me right. god T.T
Friday, October 1, 2010
It's been a looooooooooooooooooooooong time :D
Hello :)
It's been a long time Syada tak update blog. okay, here is the story.
Angah dah balik Malaysiaaaaaaaaaaaaa! OHMYGOD im so happy to see her again. especially, Ziyad and Eira :) dah besarrr mereka. and obviously, they cant speak malay! haha! tapi, lama lama nanti they all okay lah gamaknyaaa. hihi! but how sad, boleh spend time dgn mereka for only two weeks :(
Well guys, im going back to penang on 16th Oct. DAMN!! akan bermula lah kehidupan yang freaky busy ;p
I cant wait to see NAD, NISA, AZIE, WIWI, and the rest :) mesti havock gila!! sangat banyak cerita yg nak share. hihi :D well, I miss you peeps!
Okay, I really hope that semester two is better than before, Amin ;)
It's been a long time Syada tak update blog. okay, here is the story.
Angah dah balik Malaysiaaaaaaaaaaaaa! OHMYGOD im so happy to see her again. especially, Ziyad and Eira :) dah besarrr mereka. and obviously, they cant speak malay! haha! tapi, lama lama nanti they all okay lah gamaknyaaa. hihi! but how sad, boleh spend time dgn mereka for only two weeks :(
Well guys, im going back to penang on 16th Oct. DAMN!! akan bermula lah kehidupan yang freaky busy ;p
I cant wait to see NAD, NISA, AZIE, WIWI, and the rest :) mesti havock gila!! sangat banyak cerita yg nak share. hihi :D well, I miss you peeps!
Okay, I really hope that semester two is better than before, Amin ;)
Sunday, August 22, 2010
Yo !
bla bla bla, apa nak buat daaa cuti 2bulan ni. hadoiii! though baru je balik, I miss my friends already. Azie, Nad dan lain-lain. I wish 2 months ni berlalu dgn sangat cepat so that I can go back to Penang ASAP! hurm, kat rumah pun nak buat apa kan? BORING :|
one day di rumah, dah mula rasa tak seronok. moody terutamanya!! haishh, bosan bosan bosan. Dear madam coordinator, pendekkan lah cuti sem saya. pfft!! tapi, kalau syada balik penang awal pun boring juga right. terpaksa mengadap, HAHAHA whateverr. :|
entah, tk tahu nak update apa actually, sangat bosan until idea nak tulis kat blog pun tak ada. hihi :D
Thursday, August 19, 2010
DRAMA is in movies, not reality!
Hello, I'm Syada. So, here is my story.
Lately ni sangat lah depressed. Final yang memeningkan kepala and juga masalah kawan-kawan. Life is not easy right? Hurm, betul lah cakap orang, college life is quite challenging. Dekat ACMS ni je Syada dah jumpa macam-macam perangai dan manusia yang pelik. Orang yang sangat lah rude sampai lah orang yang sangat mementingkan diri sendiri. Tak heran lah kan, kawan Syada sendiri pun ada yang macam tu. Sometimes, Syada rasa nak lari dari semua masalah ni. Tapi sampai bila? Dan sampai bila jugak Syada nak bebankan kepala otak yang dah tentu beserabut ni fikir masalah yang actually Syada tak perlu fikir pun. Sekarang ni, Syada susah nak percaya orang walaupun KAWAN BAIK SENDIRI. Mama selalu cakap ' people do change ' . Betul cakap mama, semua orang akan berubah, eventhough kita dah lama kenal dia.
Syada sendiri tak tahu nak settle kan problem ni. Antara kawan dan jugak kawan. Syada stress sebenarnya. Rasa beban sangat dengan semua ni. Mama cakap ' you shouldnt get invovled ' . Yes, Syada tahu mama. Tapi, tak kejam ke kalau Syada biarkan kawan Syada suffer? Syada should be beside kawan Syada untuk beri dia supports, right?
Syada pernah terfikir nak biar je. Like mampus kau lah kan. Hidup kau, bukan hidup aku. Tapi, Syada tak sampai hati. Cuma Syada sangat marah dan tidak suka dengan orang yang pentingkan diri like HELL! Memang lah semua orang buat mistakes. Kalau kita prevent dari awal tak lah jadi macam ni kan. Dan TIDAK MENYUSAHKAN ORANG.
Haih, Syada tahu sorang kawan Syada ni don't really like me. I tried to make things okay macam dulu kala but ada je lah yang tak kena. Is it because Syada terlalu back up sorang lagi ni atau is it because dia betul-betul bersalah? Susah kan jadi orang yang stand kat tengah-tengah ni. Syada punya kerja sekarang kena pastikan yang sorang ni tak sad dan patah hati. Susah sangat tahu tak? Haa! Lagi-lagi bila semua benda lah dia nak mengadu dan paling sedih sekali, kalau nak cakap pasal orang tu cakap jelah depan-depan. No need nak hide. Buat macam tu lagi lah orang terasa bongok! PENING PENING! Padahal, Syada rasa okay je kalau act normal. Standard lah orang moody, tak cakap sekejap. Lagipun at the same time tengah study PPD yang macam entah apa tu. Apa nak risau sangat? Im not IMPORTANT AS HIM. Benda kecik pun jadi besar lah.
Syada dah sangat malas nak fikir pasal ni. Apa nak jadi pun jadi lah. I dont care! Huh, Syada dah penat, Syada pun ada life Syada kan? Biarlah dia if dia happy by doing this. Hurm, lepas ni, kalau dia atau sapa-sapa lah nak cakap pasal ni, I DONT GIVE A DAMN. Lantak kau lah nak buat macam mana. Ira, you are right, sometimes we have to be cruel to be kind :|
Lately ni sangat lah depressed. Final yang memeningkan kepala and juga masalah kawan-kawan. Life is not easy right? Hurm, betul lah cakap orang, college life is quite challenging. Dekat ACMS ni je Syada dah jumpa macam-macam perangai dan manusia yang pelik. Orang yang sangat lah rude sampai lah orang yang sangat mementingkan diri sendiri. Tak heran lah kan, kawan Syada sendiri pun ada yang macam tu. Sometimes, Syada rasa nak lari dari semua masalah ni. Tapi sampai bila? Dan sampai bila jugak Syada nak bebankan kepala otak yang dah tentu beserabut ni fikir masalah yang actually Syada tak perlu fikir pun. Sekarang ni, Syada susah nak percaya orang walaupun KAWAN BAIK SENDIRI. Mama selalu cakap ' people do change ' . Betul cakap mama, semua orang akan berubah, eventhough kita dah lama kenal dia.
Syada sendiri tak tahu nak settle kan problem ni. Antara kawan dan jugak kawan. Syada stress sebenarnya. Rasa beban sangat dengan semua ni. Mama cakap ' you shouldnt get invovled ' . Yes, Syada tahu mama. Tapi, tak kejam ke kalau Syada biarkan kawan Syada suffer? Syada should be beside kawan Syada untuk beri dia supports, right?
Syada pernah terfikir nak biar je. Like mampus kau lah kan. Hidup kau, bukan hidup aku. Tapi, Syada tak sampai hati. Cuma Syada sangat marah dan tidak suka dengan orang yang pentingkan diri like HELL! Memang lah semua orang buat mistakes. Kalau kita prevent dari awal tak lah jadi macam ni kan. Dan TIDAK MENYUSAHKAN ORANG.
Haih, Syada tahu sorang kawan Syada ni don't really like me. I tried to make things okay macam dulu kala but ada je lah yang tak kena. Is it because Syada terlalu back up sorang lagi ni atau is it because dia betul-betul bersalah? Susah kan jadi orang yang stand kat tengah-tengah ni. Syada punya kerja sekarang kena pastikan yang sorang ni tak sad dan patah hati. Susah sangat tahu tak? Haa! Lagi-lagi bila semua benda lah dia nak mengadu dan paling sedih sekali, kalau nak cakap pasal orang tu cakap jelah depan-depan. No need nak hide. Buat macam tu lagi lah orang terasa bongok! PENING PENING! Padahal, Syada rasa okay je kalau act normal. Standard lah orang moody, tak cakap sekejap. Lagipun at the same time tengah study PPD yang macam entah apa tu. Apa nak risau sangat? Im not IMPORTANT AS HIM. Benda kecik pun jadi besar lah.
Syada dah sangat malas nak fikir pasal ni. Apa nak jadi pun jadi lah. I dont care! Huh, Syada dah penat, Syada pun ada life Syada kan? Biarlah dia if dia happy by doing this. Hurm, lepas ni, kalau dia atau sapa-sapa lah nak cakap pasal ni, I DONT GIVE A DAMN. Lantak kau lah nak buat macam mana. Ira, you are right, sometimes we have to be cruel to be kind :|
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