how to start yea. well, so much thing happened to me last few weeks. good things and bad things too.
starts with good thing lah. im so thankful to Allah for hidayah yang diberi. Im more close to Islam now and starts learning about it. alhamdulillah, the last day of 2010, i started wearing hijab. that was the best moment in my life. while i feel lost, i know im not alone. Allah is always with me. and i have good friends that can guide me to jalan yang lurus. thank you Aziyani, Khadijah, Khairunisa, Asyraf dan lain2 yg byk membantu :) may Allah bless you guys, inshaAllah.
bad thing. hurm, sangat banyak! dalam mencari erti Islam yg sebenar, sgt byk dugaan yg i have to face it. first, surrounding. family and friends. ya Allah, sungguh berat ujian yg Syada face sekarang. kawan yg tidak menjaga aib kawannya, family yg kurang beri supports and yg plg besar is hasutan hasutan syaitan. i know, i have to be strong. but still cant find a way to get the strength.
i pray for my friends supaya mereka dijauhkan daripada things yg tidak baik. terutamanya some of my friends that hurts me lot. i forgive them. and, bila dah kenal islam lebih dalam, i can feel true love. but astagfirullah, i fell in love with the wrong person. but its okay, i pray for his happiness. bukan jodoh kami :') please somebody help me. to gives me supports and spirits to moves on this life, to go through this hard time.
anyway, im so happy with my new life. lebih tenang dari dulu. alhamdulillah :)
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