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Hello Mellow :) alhamdulillah masih diberi peluang untuk bernafas. Hurm, life isn't easy kat tempat orang. I mean, without family, good friends and etc. Sometimes, when we have problems we can't easily tell people cause not all will care right. Maybe they are glad that we have it. That is life anyway.

It has been 3 days here. Hard for me to go on. I miss mom dad, sisters, Acap Mal Hamster and other. I miss the 3 kids, Iman Ziyad n Zaheera.

I am so hopeless without them. Here is the problem I can't face at all. As usual, I don't know what the heck lah dgn sorang perempuan ni kan. I can't even describe how she treats me. I don't blame her 100% cause I treat her bad as well. The thing is, why should this girl tell everyone each thing that happened between her n me, about me. like ya Allah, tak ada keje dah ke nak cerita je kat semua orang. The most I can't accept is, this one day i just got back from Bangi, then dia nak buat muka mcm annoying gila tahap max patu nak ngadu to people that i wasnt talking to her bla bla. Gosh, can you just imagine how childish you are!! All the thing she put the blame on me. Hellooooooo matang sikit boleh tak? pfft.

Now, things are getting worse n worse. Until hal peribadi pun nak masuk campurkan dalam kerja. Come on, we are not a kid anymore lah. Though kau nak buat aku hot mcmana pun, be professional sikit boleh tak? Tak perlu lah nak jaja cerita aku satu kampung, nak mengadu semua pasal aku, nak buruk2kan aku. Allah knows everything. He knows each thing you did. Matang sikit! Jgn jadi bebudak sangat. Dah besar kan, dah tahu mana baik buruk. Halal haram semua. Think wisely before you did something. Cause it might hurt you back.